タイトル:心の旅
- 2024.11.29
- 月刊芳美
タイトル:心の旅
秋晴れの朝、四国の片田舎に住む斎藤亮一は、いつものように時刻表を広げていた。10年以上の鉄道ファンとして、彼にとって列車の旅は唯一の慰めだった。だが、今日は少し違う。亮一は、離婚後初めての遠出を計画していた。行き先は、加賀の山中温泉。その効能を知り、「疲れた心と身体を癒やせるかもしれない」と淡い期待を抱いての旅だった。
ルートは緻密に計算された。最初は、瀬戸大橋を渡るマリンライナー。岡山からは、北陸へ向かう特急サンダーバードに乗り継ぐ。さらに金沢でローカル線に切り替え、加賀温泉駅へ。そしてバスで山中温泉に向かう。車窓から見える景色や時刻表通りの列車運行が、亮一に小さな喜びを与えていた。
旅路での内省:過去との対峙
瀬戸大橋を渡る列車の中、亮一は水平線の向こうに広がる瀬戸内海を眺めていた。穏やかな海面に浮かぶ島々が、彼の心に一時の平穏をもたらす。しかし、その穏やかさに反比例するように、亮一の脳裏には離婚の記憶が蘇る。
「いつも一人で列車ばかり追いかけて、家族のことを全然考えてくれなかった」と妻が泣きながら告げたあの夜。彼は何も言い返せなかった。趣味に没頭するあまり、妻との時間を軽んじていた自分を思い返すと、今でも胸が締めつけられる。
山中温泉:湯けむりと気づき
夕暮れ時、亮一は加賀温泉駅からバスに揺られて山中温泉に到着した。バスを降りると、ひんやりとした秋の空気が彼を包み込む。温泉街に足を踏み入れると、石畳の道と川沿いの遊歩道が広がり、暖簾の揺れる店先からは地元の湯治客が出入りしていた。彼が向かったのは、昔ながらの佇まいを残す「菊の湯第二」。木造の浴場はどこか懐かしく、湯気が薄暗い天井を漂う姿に心が和らいだ。
浴室に足を踏み入れ、湯船に身を沈める。柔らかな湯が全身を包み込み、疲れがじわじわと解けていく感覚が広がる。「こうしていると、心も身体も溶けていくようだ」と亮一は思った。湯気の向こうで聞こえるのは、静かな水音だけ。天井から滴る水滴が浴場の静寂を際立たせていた。
温泉街での出会い:言葉の力
翌朝、亮一は山中温泉街を散策した。川沿いの遊歩道で、地元の老人とすれ違いざまに挨拶を交わす。その老人がぽつりと漏らした言葉が、彼の心に深く響いた。
「昔な、人に裏切られたとき、この温泉で毎日ぼんやりしてたら、どうでもよくなってきたんや。温泉って、そういうもんやで。焦らんことやな。」
何気ない一言だったが、それが亮一の心に不思議なほどすっと入ってきた。旅の途中で多くの風景を見ても変わらなかった彼の心が、この言葉を聞いた瞬間、少しだけ軽くなったように感じた。
帰路:新しい一歩
帰りの列車に揺られながら、亮一は再び車窓の景色に目を向けた。だが行きとは違い、その瞳には少しだけ光が宿っていた。自分の趣味を大切にしつつ、他者との関わりも大事にしていこう。温泉の湯と、旅先での出会いが亮一に新たな一歩を踏み出すきっかけを与えたのだった。
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Title: ‘Journey of the Heart’
On a crisp autumn morning, Ryoichi Saito sat at his kitchen table in a quiet corner of Shikoku, flipping through a train timetable. For over a decade, trains had been his passion, his escape. But this trip was different. For the first time since his divorce, he had decided to take a long journey, hoping to soothe the emptiness he felt inside. His destination was Yamanaka Onsen, a hot spring town famed for its healing waters and tranquil beauty.
Ryoichi meticulously planned his route, piecing together train schedules with the precision only a dedicated rail enthusiast could manage. He would start with the Marine Liner, crossing the Seto Inland Sea via the Great Seto Bridge. From there, a swift connection to the Thunderbird express would carry him toward Kanazawa, followed by a local train to Kaga Onsen Station. Finally, a short bus ride would take him to Yamanaka Onsen. It was a journey designed not just for efficiency but for the joy of the ride itself.
Reflections on the Rails
As the train glided across the Seto Inland Sea, Ryoichi gazed out at the shimmering expanse of water, dotted with tiny islands. The rhythmic clatter of the wheels and the gentle sway of the train had always calmed him. Yet, today, the soothing motion brought memories to the surface—of his wife’s voice, tired and exasperated.
“You’re always chasing trains,” she had said once, tears in her eyes. “But you’ve never stopped to ask where we’re going.”
Her words had cut deep, but at the time, Ryoichi hadn’t known how to respond. He had poured so much of himself into his passion, losing sight of the life they were supposed to share. As the train sped onward, he felt the weight of those lost moments pressing on him.
The Warm Embrace of Yamanaka Onsen
By the time Ryoichi arrived at Yamanaka Onsen, the late afternoon sun had cast a golden hue over the town. The quiet streets, lined with traditional wooden buildings, felt like stepping into another world. He made his way to the Kiku-no-Yu Second Bathhouse, a quaint hot spring that promised a refuge from his restless thoughts.
Inside, the air was thick with steam, and the faint sound of water dripping from the wooden ceiling echoed softly. Ryoichi eased into the warm water, feeling the tension melt away. The mineral-rich springs seemed to seep into his very being, unraveling knots he hadn’t even realized were there. As he closed his eyes, the warmth of the bath and the quiet hum of the room began to untangle the threads of his mind.
A Simple Encounter
The next morning, Ryoichi wandered through the town’s narrow streets, following the path of a gentle river. He passed small shops, their noren curtains swaying in the breeze, and local residents greeting one another with warm familiarity. He stopped to rest on a bench, watching the sunlight dance on the water’s surface.
An older man sitting nearby struck up a conversation. Their talk was light at first—about the beauty of the season and the charms of the town. Then, almost as an aside, the man said, “You know, this town taught me something. When life feels heavy, sometimes you just need to sit still and let the world pass by for a while. Things start to make sense when you stop trying so hard.”
Those words lingered with Ryoichi as he continued his walk. Perhaps, he thought, he had been so focused on moving forward—on schedules, destinations, and goals—that he had forgotten the importance of simply being present.
Heading Home
As the train carried him back to Shikoku, Ryoichi found himself staring out the window again, but this time with a lighter heart. The rolling hills and open fields outside seemed to mirror the quiet hope beginning to stir within him. He didn’t have all the answers yet, but he no longer felt trapped by his regrets. The journey to Yamanaka Onsen had given him more than a respite; it had shown him the value of slowing down, of letting go, and of making space for what truly matters.
With a small, determined smile, he pulled out his timetable and began planning his next trip—not just for the trains, but for the possibilities waiting at the end of the line.